Tuesday, April 21, 2009 / 4:08 PM
OH HOW I LONG...two birds were locked in a small cage.
they doesn't have freedom, they can't even catch their breath well.
they took great measures just to gain their freedom.
they sacrificed their loved ones, had their ego crashed, they even turned down their callings.
two choices laid before them; freedom or calling?
they chose freedom.
the two birds were then released.
they left behind everything cause they can't bring anything with them and they flew away.
they aren't exactly happy cause they know it deeply that what they left behind are something really precious to them.
wiped their tears and moved on in life.
just when they thought they are really set free, later did they realised that they are actually flying into a bigger cage.
once again, locked; freedom lost.
the difference is, the cage is slightly bigger this time round.
more space to fly around, technically, they have more freedom in the second cage as compared to the first one.
yeah, so what?
a cage is still a cage, am i not right?
and to make things worse, the bigger cage has nothing they love, has nothing they treasure, but there is surly a calling for them too.
but they wonder to themselves, why the hell did they hate that so called calling?
it doesn't seem appealing to them anymore.
you might be wondering, so did the two birds regret their decision?
haha, oh well... i don't think so, yo!
they miss what they have left behind but never regreted their decision.
not because they are not remorseful, but because they did use their bird brains to consider the matter, knowing what they are doing.
they just craves for THE sky, where they can fly without restrictions.
they are unhappy in the larger cage, but they felt satisfied and loved though.
but the two birds know clearly that they will forever belong to a cage.
because if they were given the sky, they might forget how to go home; a home where they'll find true love and warmth.
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流星雨 is in my handphone's playlist.
okay, don't laugh at me, i know this is one old school song.
HAHA.
it played when i was on my way to school.
hahaha, memories just flashes across my head.
i saw christine acting vaness, swaying her finger and turning her head around.
i saw jency enjoying herself as she sings...
i saw dewen holding the lyrics cause he didnt memorise.
i hear laughters around.
sigh, i thought all these were really insignificant to me, until i've them flashing across my head.
such diminutive acts actually became one significant memory for me.
i don't call this dwelling in the past, i call this reminiscing.
HAHA.
indulging in reminiscence, yo!
nah.
i love what i have now, i just miss my family.
i once had love and warmth surrounding me, just a little twist and i'll see familiar faces.
now, everything's new, everything's unfamiliar.
it's so cold that i really miss the warmth that i took it for granted sometime ago.
but.
today, i am so thankful that i moved on.
because Hope Rp REALLY brings warmth and comfort in this cold and lonely school.
i have 10 contacts to sow on now.
have 5 unconfirms for mcg, so pray for me, yo!
haha, maybe the sec three evengelistic monster is coming back, hey.
with God's grace, of course. (:
1. tings charis