NOT THE EXACT ENDING I WANT.
Sunday, January 31, 2010 / 5:28 AM
LOOK INTO THE MIRROR AND SAY 222 AND YOU WILL BE HAPPY :)
ILMMYT :)
WITHDRAW, RETREAT.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 / 2:33 AM
if you are a coward person who choose to hide in your shell and not face the music of everything,
if you are someone who withdraw or retreat without charging forward,
then, people would describe you as a tortoise.
rings a bell?
sometimes, i really beg to differ.
hiding in your shell like the tortoise do when trouble come knocking at your door is not always a bad thing.
i know and i know that hiding may not be the best solution, or rather, may not be a proud way to handle things...
but, it is one sure way of protecting one self.
as for myself, i will not hesitate to charge forward when i know it's worth a try.
if not, why make unnecessary and worthless sacrifice when you have no confident in winning the battle at all?
after getting extremely fatigue in this whole saga,
i reckoned that the best solution for myself is to withdraw.
it's time to throw my white towel in, why the worthless fight?
my heart says that she's not getting involved anymore.
it's time for this heart of mine to beat for other purposes, a worthy one. :)
chicken heart?
no, it's my way to protect myself.
i know it full well when i should hide and when i should come out of that tortoise shell of mine. :)
i hope i do.
THE ONE AND ONLY.
Monday, January 25, 2010 / 3:44 PM
I just felt like blogging for no reasons...
i have a very random thought and i am serious about this random thought!
i was told that it is possible for guys to set his eyes on only one girl.
to be honest, i always thought that it is very normal for guys to have a few choices for their life partner and i am forever wondering and have slight fear that what if i am like the third choice of my future husband?
sound retarded, but frankly, i would want to be the first choice of my life partner. =D
HAHAHA!
so now i know that there are actually guys that are so hardcore devoted to one person outside korean dramas...
and yes, i am set for this guy!
i will not marry any guy that has choices for the their future wife!
it's hard to find one, but i know i should deserve a man that set his eyes only on me...
not only when we enter courtship, but even before that!
seriously, i would rather not married if i am not the only one in his eyes.
i know i am far from perfection..
and i know clearly that i might not be the best person for that perfect guy.
but God, i really need to be treasured...
because i fear being chucked in a corner.
flirt guys that use filthy flower language..
i won't be flattered or have heart shaped eyes when you try too hard.
mean what you say and not mislead girls!
THIS IS YOUR BASIC RESPECT FOR US!
minus points for guys that sweet talks.
boo.
FACEBOOK!
Sunday, January 24, 2010 / 4:34 AM
this would be a very random post...
cause i realised that the new trend in facebook is joining groups and becoming fans of some post.
LOL! i have joined many but mind you, i joined because i am so totally agree with it!
there it is...
If you needed me, I would do anything and everything to get to you
I love ppl who reply my sms an essay more than those who reply One word..
Join If You Ever Lost A Close Friend
Just because I keep quiet, it doesn't mean I don't care
I feel my phone vibrate when it didn't, and when it did, i don't feel it.
JOIN THIS GROUP IF YOU'VE EVER BEEN CALLED "SHORT"
There are friends I don't talk to but I actually care a lot about
Girls should NEVER date abusive boys
I am a RP SOH 2010 Graduate.
In 2013 I will watch 2012 and laugh
McDonald's CINNAMON MELTS!
Im scared to speak to you first because i just feel like im annoying you :|
i am NOT waking up until my alarm goes off, even iff there 1 min left
I panic when someone says to me 'I need to talk to you'.
At night cant sleep, Morning cannot wake up.
I Hate Being Broke
I tell a funny story. No one laughs.... IT WAS FUNNY WHEN IT HAPPENED OK?!
Yami Yogurt
I HATE IT WHEN I MISSED THE BUS BY JUST A FEW SECONDS!
When I hear myself eating crunchy food, I wonder if people can hear it too.
I need a blanket touching me when im sleeping no matter how hot it is
sometimes, i don't text you, cause i want to see if youll text me first....
It's like I want you to know, but I don't want to tell you
Passing by places and remembering all that happened there
I Hate It When Everything Was Planned And Cancelled At The Last Minute
With random ppl i'm shy, with my friends im crazyy!!!!!!
When I get a text from you, I immediately stop whatever im doing to read it
What do you expect me to text back after "lol"?
I know you haven't replied, but I can't help but check my phone
Patrick Star
In Primary School getting to write with a pen was SUCH a big deal.....
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okay, now you are just a little step forward in knowing me. =D
(Y)
NOW I KNOW WHY WEITING AND JOANNE LIKES TO BLOG WITH PICTURES!
Friday, January 22, 2010 / 2:10 AM
because pictures do paints a thousand words. (:
BUT the truth is,
most of the time, i
DO care.
MORE THAN sometimes,
i really hope you do.
FOREVER BE IN MY LIFE, YOU SAID. (:
Thursday, January 21, 2010 / 4:25 AM
dear miss-short-tempered-and-always-drop-loads-of-hair-queen....
you have to know that you are always always my special one. (:
it's a never changing fact.
i hope i am to you, too. ^^
加油！
i love you,
真的! <3s
keep your promise eh!
ADAPTING, NOT.
Monday, January 18, 2010 / 2:38 AM
you said you can be who you can be because i gave you the confidence.
indeed, everyone will change over time, everyone will grow as the clock ticks.
but what if i say, i do not like your changes?
i asked you if it's impossible for you to change back to the original you, twice.
but you don't seem to be answering.
this is how i feel.
i crashed into the wall i've created.
mock, if you want.
I WANT TO RANT, BUT I HAVE NO IDEA HOW.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 / 10:39 AM
i am very tired, really.
not that kind of physically tired that could be cured through sleeping and resting.
i am tired mentally, emotionally and everything...
i just feel like vanishing and hide.
i am very tired, very.
i felt that i even forgot how to cry or rant.
i am very sad too.
is sad the word?
such simple word, but yet complex emotions.
yes, i am sad.
if i want to get rid of sadness and all negative feelings.
i should leave the source of all these..
is that true?
FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE.
Sunday, January 10, 2010 / 2:18 AM
We give thanks
We give praise
For we know
That all things work together
For our good
We give thanks
We give praise
For by faith
We know Your grace
Will see us through
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i smell sufferings coming.
sniff sniff.
hell next week.
2 tests, 13 assignments, fyp report deadline.
ting, fighting fighting fighting!
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everyone has their dark side.
a side where none has ever seen before, a side where none knows about.
it's unless and until they draw the curtains up, you will then see what you do not expect.
everyone's prim and proper, but who knows what lies behind their smiles?
i am always curious if this Mr. gentleman or that Ms. kind has anything ugly hidden from the world?
but i guess, i will never know... not even in my lifetime...
simply because people can hide well, very well.
IN MY VERY OWN WORLD
Friday, January 8, 2010 / 3:35 PM
it always happen...
always.
i am always in my own world and i lost myself in the classroom.
gosh.
anyway.
just being random..
menses are hell!
whenever menses come...
i will be damn tired... headache to the max and i will be really unwell.
and yes, grumble hell loads too.
well...
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2010..
as of now..
other than the fact that i am towards 22...
nothing much of a difference to me, yet.
i really really...
need a fresh start of my life.
i am always too coward for a tough decision.
i might be stronger than i thought.
SECOND CHANCE.
Sunday, January 3, 2010 / 1:47 AM
You called my name, reached out your hand,
Restored my life, and I was redeemed,
The moment you entered my life,
Amazing grace, Christ gave that day,
My life was changed,
Went from my shoulders, fell the weight of my sin
So it's with everything I am,
I reach out for your hand,
The hope that changed a second chance I've gained,
On you I throw my life, casting all my fears aside,
How could greater love then this, ever possibly exist
Consume my thoughts, as I rest in you,
I'm now in love, with a Saviour,
Bearing the marks of his love
So I wait upon you now,
With my hands released to you,
Where a little faiths enough,
To see mountains lift and move,
Yeah and I wait upon you now,
Dedicated to your will,
To this love that will remain,
A love that never fails
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