my ♥ your home :)
1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
I DO NOT KNOW HOW I SHOULD REALLY FEEL.
Saturday, September 11, 2010 / 4:38 AM
"你开心就好"
i don't really like this statement, a lot.
it seems to me that this simply means "whatever" being shoot right onto my face.
its pretty obvious that when people say "whatever" to you, they just couldn't bother, not even tad bit.
probably i am not significant or neither am i placed in one of the most important room in the heart, that is why it doesn't matter.. so as long as i am happy.
sometimes we just know the truth but it still doesn't spare you from any hurts when the truth is transported from 'i-know-it-in-my-heart' to 'oh-now-i-sees-it-in-my-eyes-and-i-have-no-choice-but-to-confirm-it'.
just like i already knew that i have no power to affect you but yet i am not spared from being hurt when it is confirmed again and again.
yeaps, so as long as i am happy... i can do whatever i can and i like.
because it doesnt matter to you, anyway.
it is so true that sometimes, to smile and to laugh is tougher than crying.
but i think, it is equally tough when you are so damn upset, but your tears just couldn't flow.
it feels kinda... stuck?
anyway, its over.. soon, i guess.
i just don't wanna position myself in a vulnerable position.
i think, i would be fine alone :)
it just ain't worth it to have my genuine smiles robbed away by someone who doesn't treasure it.
if tears are only what a person is capable of giving you...
this person is not the one that can walk with you through your life...
because this person steals your joy and robbed your smile.
that person who can walk through your life together with you would be someone that can make you tear; because he or she has the power to do so and also would be someone that can make you smile in joy, also because they have the power to do so.
i haven't found that someone yet, but i believe that i would, one day.
i realised that i don't need anyone to lead my life happily.
and my life is mine... it wouldnt be over just because of anyone.
2010 is ending in 3 months plus time.
2010 is a year full of changes to me.
i really hope that i can end this year well...
really.
