1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com


Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...

keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.

have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.

sign off, tings charis :)




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DEDICATED TO

YOURWILL

haha, my title is random because that's the first thing that came into my mind when i was thinking for a title.
anyhow, happy birthday my dear friend! (:
this year, he didnt bug me and reminding me about his birthday...
phew.. i wonder who is his "lucky" new target for constant reminders of his birthday theme?
LOL.

in less then 24 hours, i have to wave my hands hard to bid year 2009 goodbye!
and at the same time, i will open my both arms to welcome year 2010!
i can say that 2010 would be a year of uncertainties, but i believe that i am in good hands. (:
i will happily graduate from republic poly and most likely entering into the working world.
well, not that i am very willing to, but i don't have much choices... right?
anyhow, i know that my future's in good hands. (:

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i know that everyone that's surviving on this face of the earth has their weak side.
you are lying if you were to claim that you are always strong and optimistic about everything.
i know not how to phrase my thoughts well now, prolly due to my throbbing headache.
but nonetheless, i just wanna say that giving people a chance to explain, to reconcile, to voice out whatever they have to say is very important.
yes, you might be very upset or hurt by this particular person...
you might give out many warning signals before but yet that person didnt catch any of them.
BUT, when things blew up and went out of control.. no matter who is at fault most...
we should give one another a chance to clarify and voice out.
imagine this with me...
you said or did something wrong.. you wanted to apologized, wanted that person to hear you out..
but you wasnt given a chance...
how would you feel?
lonely? unforgiven? condemned? yada yada...

personally, i am someone who tends to hide myself when things went out of control.
but i know clearly that hiding is not the solution.
you may be very hurt now, but think in another light..
the person who hurt you ain't feeling any better.
why not face the music and solve them?
why hurt yourself and others?

i am not pointing fingers at any particular person.
but people, i am talking objectively..
would you want people to just shut their doors on your face when you need them to hear you out?
no matter who is at fault, no matter what kind of conclusion you want...
at the very least, settling the issues are always better than leaving everything hanging and allow the scar to remain there forever.
if i am that person who did wrong... i must felt really upset with myself and lonely..
because i wasnt given a chance to explain, to reconcile and i lost someone important forever...
if i am the one, i would rather the person i hurt to bash me up or to correct me than being tortured in my heart forever because i have no chance to even apologized.

friends, don't torture people.
give them a second chance for you will need them one day too.
come out and face it, i believe that God will bring you through this (:

i may not understand a thing..
but i do know that how precious it is when second chance is given (:
not easy, i know.
but is it easier to leave things hanging and remain hurt for life or to pick up your courage and reconcile and be happy again?
your choice.

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i have something to announce...

TINGS WILL BE OFFICIALLY 21 GOING ON 22 IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS TIME!
OMGZX!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!!! ♥♥♥


MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!  \(^.^)/
it's Christmas day but it has no Christmas feel at all... 
i believe many can identify with me eh?
but anyhow, Christmas is always a good day to me! (:

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there are so many things to do.
but i am seriously dragging my feet to do anything and everything.
not a good thing.
i am really looking forward to a break!
but i doubt i will have any.
hmmm.

have you ever felt so upset and angry BUT you do not know how to express them out?

A pure heart, that's what I long for.
A heart that follows hard after Thee;
A pure heart, that's what I long for.
A heart that follows hard after Thee.


A heart that hides Your Word
So that sin will not come in.
A heart that's undivided
But one You rule and reign;
A heart that beats compassion,
That pleases You, my Lord.
A sweet aroma of worship
That rises to Your throne.

not an easy journey for me.

all my desires...
all my misses...
all my urges...
all my impulsiveness...
everything...

SWALLOW THEM DOWN!!!
SWALLOW THEM DOWN!!!
SWALLOW THEM DOWN!!!

or if i cant to it...

FORCE THEM DOWN MY THROAT!!!
FORCE THEM DOWN MY THROAT!!!
FORCE THEM DOWN MY THROAT!!!

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awwww....
still, i haven't hear what i wanted to hear.
but maybe, this could be the better way.

it's painful to say no.
i ain't feeling better when i turn you down.
trust me, i just want to protect myself and yourself here.

if you don't give up, maybe i will say yes once again one day.

i am sorry.

i've changed my password.