Tuesday, April 14, 2009 / 2:20 AM
SUPER DAD? SURELY NOT!i have a dad that commands around and yet does nothing.
he will scold us for putting the shocks into the washing machine with the rest of the clothes.
he will also nag at us when we forgot to off the heater, lights or anything electrical.
BUT, he always forgot to off his heater too.
he will be angry if we do not clean the table after eating, but he forgot to do so too.
my dad forgot to buy eggs and cheese after three times of reminders.
he doesnt inform us when he'll go overseas and refuse to tell us what time he is coming home if we ask, that's because he fear that we would bring friends home.
i guess, he has the phobia of us bringing guest home.
my dad still owes me 15 bucks.
oh, my dad loves to use my soft toys to disturb me!
sometimes, he will hang them on the fan, sometimes, he will make them face the door, as if they are waiting for me to come home when i open the door.
my dad often organise family dinner too.
and he loves to dine at new places with good food.
hahahaha, there won't be an end when it comes to this dad of mine.
lol, i think he is amuzing, at times.
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oh well, i am sick again ):
i had fever when i woke up just now but i am glad that it has subsided now (:
still feeling uncomfy though.
wow, i realised that people love to send long emails mann!
my mind's already shut down when i am halfway through the mail.
lol.
i know i have many to do, but i simply don't feel like doing anything mann.
so, i shall do them tmr, i hope! (:
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if you were to ask me what do i want the most now...
i would answer freedom.
and maybe money? HAHA.
why freedom?
haha, cause i felt so chained now.
i can't find any better word to describe what i feel.
there are many pairs of eyes fixing on me.
i wished that i can do whatever i like in wherever i love to.
but i know this is a foolish thought.
i just simply hate that kind of life where we must live in people's approval.
i wonder why do people fear or concern so much about how people look at them.
why do people wants to always protray the best image to others when they are actually not what they protrayed?
other people's judgement are that important?
is this people pleaser or what?
or... face's skin too thin?
actually, both you and i knows clearly that there is no way to escape all these.
no matter you like it or not, we still can't avoid the fact that we do live for others.
we can't simply do what we want and ignore the people around us.
we can't live as if there is no one else in this face of the earth, we have to consider how other's feel as well, right?
the list can goes on and on... that's why, i said that we are indeed living for others.
that's annoying -.-"
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school's reopening soon!
real soon! ):
i am far, far, far from any positive feelings.
nah, ting doesnt like school life.
i bet this is nothing fresh for you mann.
i ain't looking forward, not a single bit.
my LOOOONGGG holidays are finally over. roarr.
1. tings charis