1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com


Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...

keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.

have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.

sign off, tings charis :)




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DEDICATED TO

YOURWILL

BEHIND CLOSED DOOR

i have no freaking idea what to blog about when i have actually so much, so much to say.
i guess, this is pretty common among all, isnt it? (:

this might come a little late, but yeah, last week, i celebrated mingshi's birthday! (:
oh mann, when i was 13 with that mushroom head, i didn't see myself celebrating 21st together!
seriously, this might sound cliche but time really wait for no one!!
i seriously enjoyed myself there...
had fun with her friends...
to think about it, i kinda miss those 2 days mann!
hahahaha. (:

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alright, if you guys read one of my previous post...
i guess it's pretty obvious that i am upset or rather, angry with one jerk.
i thought i am no longer angry, but somehow, someone fan up my anger towards him again.
God, i want to forgive, i want to forgive !
however, there's a huge portion of me is very tempted to send him an email or sms to shoot him off.
but i shall put myself in control.. in control, in control... !

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i wonder why guys can't even give some freaking respect to girls?
i guess, i am so much stronger than many girls...
but i think, no one will ever understand that kind of pain in me.
not one, but two.
i am already doubting the motives and intention of guys that wants to be my friends.
please, i need some sincerity, alright?
don't i, Ng Shi Ting have any attributes or qualities other than my body?
i know this sound so wrong, but i have no idea what other words i should use.
i want people to be attracted by what's inside me, not on the outside... you get it?

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ting is already a shepherd!! (:
my dearest sheep is joanne ang, if you guys know who.
i know God has his plans for her to be my sheep.
IT'S AN IRONY, a serious irony.
hah, i can't help but to really acknowledge that it's God who is behind these all.

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human's love always fail.
i am tired of all these.
i want to concentrate on God and his work.
to think about it, the happiest moment of my life are those times i almost pull my hair out of my head when the stats count is far from my fifty, when i drag my feet to that ulu bt panjang to meet my sheep, when i hold looonggg meetings to plan and plan, to nag and nag, to teach and teach.
hahahahaha, i love all these okay!
i am so going to do that in my hope rp (:

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Nothing showing on the outside
Something's dying on the inside
I'm still broken but I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside