1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com


Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...

keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.

have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.

sign off, tings charis :)




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YOURWILL

i love the illustration used by pastor jasmine regarding the crack vessel last saturday (:
God doesn't use perfect vessel, God wants to use crack vessel like us.
like what she said; if a lamp were to be covered by a perfect pot, the light can never shine out of the pot, however, if a lamp were to be covered by a pot full of cracks, we can see light shining through the cracks of the pot.
likewise, God's light can only shine through crack vessel like yours and mine (:
do not be discourage or do not despise yourself because you are full of cracks; hey, you are the perfect candidate for God to use in His kingdom! (:
haha, pardon me for my lousy english (:

frankly, i am kind of defeated by myself.
i am a vessel full of cracks and i am unworthy for God to use me in great measures.
i am too ashamed to ask God to use me and to lead people to christ.
but yes, this shouldn't be the way.
i want to be use greatly by God.. though i hate responsibilities and commitments.. but i want to be used by God!
i'd rather have responsibilities and commitments than not to be use by God.

i should be more faithful in spending time with my Lord and allowing Him into my life.
i should start opening the door of my heart and let Him in.
His people failed me but God hasn't.
i love you, Jesus.

God, i know i am making lot's of excuses.
but God, give me some time.
i promise you, i will put a smile onto your face, once again.
i want to please you, i want to live for you alone.
God, i miss you so much.
i want to make a difference in the community, i want to teach your word with convictions and witness life transformation through it.
God, give me the determination and courage to see this.
i know and i know.. this requires more than myself.

deny myself and carry the cross.
how hard is this to deny myself, deny what i love and the list goes on.
but God is worthy for me to deny everything...
argh, God you need to intervene in this; though i know i need to make some tough decisions.
hahaha... i am hoping for a happy ending. (: