LIGHT MY WAY.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 / 5:01 AM
yes, light my way...
be the guide of my life, lead me.
unable to see what's ahead, not able to even comprehend future and whatever i am doing in the present.
but nonetheless, i need you, not only to lead me and open the way at the front line, i need you to guide me side by side.
make me feel secure, assure me.
i know that i am never alone...
i shouldn't live as if you are dead.
you are the comforter of all broken hearts, you are the prince of peace.
you love me even when i don't deserve a single drop of your mercy and grace.
you assure the insecure, you heal the sick.
you never leave nor forsake me and i know you wouldn't change like the shifting shadows.
you are a man of your word, you have the best plan for me.
even i would to lose everything in the world, i know i can never afford to lose you.
you always pick me up when i am down,
forgives me when i am wrong,
being faithful to me even when i am not,
giving me a second chance when no one else would,
entrusting things to me even when i am not worthy,
giving grace to me when i took it for granted,
singing love songs to me when i thought i am lonely,
encouraging me when i am discourage,
hah, so many to list...
when can i ever enter the fullstop?
anyhow, you are the best of the best.
i know my future is in your hands... and i am secured and safe.
i love you... lover of my soul..
i love you... my first love (:
it's never easy to have a breakthrough from a status quo.
it's never easy to choose one between two worlds, especially when both are so so dear to you.
sigh, i need you.
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random stuffs # 1:
败犬女王 is good!
i am falling in love with this show..
whooo-hooo!
random stuffs # 2:
school's starting in less than a week..
no prize for getting it right about how i am feeling now..
too bad.
random stuffs # 3:
i can't exactly find a job now cause i dun even know my school's timetable...
however, i already know what to do and who to contact..
once i know my bloody schedule on friday, i will call!^^
random stuffs # 4:
i am going to sleep now and it's 5:09am in the morning!
i need to sleep soon and go for a swim tmr!
i hope i can lose weight and my shoulder woundn't be so broad after all the swimmings ):
PS: my friends used to say i look like one rugby player due to my broad shoulders... argh, please... i have been swimming for God knows how many years... including this year which i started swimming again, it has been 9 years plus!
不像 rugby player 才怪 ! T.T
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GOOD NIGHT WORLD!
muacks*