my ♥ your home :)

1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
BROKE DOWN.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 / 2:46 AM
i think i am coughing my lungs out already...
this is the worse cough i had in this year, at least.
i was so sick that i sit at my bed and cry, unbearable!
headache, asthmatic, cough and yada yada.
what's worse is that my menses came this time after 40 odd days...
T.T
argh, heal me!
mannn, i am so like a grumbly old woman now...
i don't mean to be so sulky, i hate it too...
but yeah, i feel really bad to keep skipping lesson, i mean it.
sigh.
i need to prepare teaching for tmr's cg.
i love to teach!
but i am sick at the very wrong timing ):
for once, i wished that i dun have to teach and cg will be postponed.
rawr..
but yeah, hopefully God will use me greatly tmr!! xD
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i know myself.
i can be over the limit and too emotional at times.
but you see, i hate to be forceful to the people around.
especially those whom i care.
the kind of love, care and concern i want is not those i have demanded, but those that lavished on me without me having my golden mouth open.
i know you ain't God, you cant know what exactly i want...
but i somehow wish that you would know me from the inside out ; doing things that really please me without me telling you, having a solution in mind without me teaching you.
i want initiative, not obedient.
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many times, i really wish myself to just vanish from the world.
i am just too tired to even live for anyone or even consider what i really need.
i need to start my life afresh.