my ♥ your home :)
1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
BETWIXT AND BETWEEN
Friday, December 4, 2009 / 12:53 AM
not an easy journey for me.truck loads of things weighing upon my shoulders and mind.
can't think of any word to describe myself now, but anyhow... it's too much on my plate, that i am wobbly doubting that i can handle them.
my emotions are unpredictable..
my mood swings like never before.
not to mention others, i can't tolerate myself too.
sometimes, the one hurting others might be the one experiencing more intense pain compared to the one they hurt.
i know not what exactly i want, thus, i am this annoying, saying words that hurt people, expecting the other party to do this and that and yet unhappy at the end... yada yada.
i felt that i am the worse victim, but i know i might not be one.
i want to 看开 and let go.
so the no one would suffer anymore.
现在的我，完完全全没有信心在你的世界存在，更没有信心杨起你沉重的嘴角。。。
不开心的我，又怎能让你开心呢？
如果我们其中一个能让一步，能够比较看开就好。。。
因为如果是这样，我就不会像现在这样子的便扭了。
你到底知不知道我要的是什么？
我真的很烦，很烦；却没人了解。 ):