1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com


Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...

keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.

have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.

sign off, tings charis :)




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DEDICATED TO

YOURWILL

tings is wondering today...
why did two person went through the same thing but yet have different reactions to the ending?
indeed, people are made differently...
some view endings as a new beginning, whereas some view it as doomed.
oh well, some let go easily.. some struggles to move on.

i wish that i can move on in life as easy as others could.
what we have went through might be the same..
but i believe that the process is different, the feeling is different and most importantly, the people that went through it is different.

everywhere i go, everything i do... today...
even as simple as putting my straw into the hole of the ice cube...
as simple as me eating at a new place today and having the urge to let you know...
as simple as me walking around jurong point trying to find you a suitable bag...
as simple as me walking passed the bench we used to sat before...
it weakens my willpower to let go and move on.

even as i am typing this now, tears welled up.
maybe you weren't as affected but...

what used to bring me smile and the sweet sweet taste in my heart when i remembers....
became a bittersweet plus sour feeling..
but hey, no regrets :) really.

God, because i gave my everything...
it's hard for me to remove the roots..
it is so deep that it's ripping my heart apart.
but God, i really feel that it's nothing to be ashame of when i fall.
i don't mind declaring to the world that tings sucks, tings sin and fell.. tings made many mistakes.
how and what the people can do to judge?
what matters most to me is.. i am learning to stand up again.
i am rebuilding my faith, my character and my relationship with the people around me and God.
when i finally made it, i believe that the tings that went through all these would be a better tings as compared to the one that hasn't went through them.

hello, even the the best falls down sometimes.
i need not to hide the fact that i am in pain now...
but yes, i know my smile matter alot and i will try to be strong.
God, are you (still) working in me?

i wished that i could sleep through the pain that i have to go through...
wake me up when it's over..
but i know i can't.

win this battle, tings :)