my ♥ your home :)
1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
HOPES.
Friday, February 19, 2010 / 6:55 AM
HOPE can brings you up on sky high.
HOPE can smack you hard on the ground.
HOPE can encourage you to move on.
HOPE can discourage you to move on.
HOPE can build you up.
HOPE can tear you down.
HOPE can strengthen you.
HOPE can destroy you.
HOPE can make you smile.
HOPE can make you tear.
HOPE can give you light.
HOPE can disappoint you.
HOPE can be positive.
HOPE can be negative.
think about this, people..
isn't HOPE a two extreme kind of thing?
it's because you have it, you lead life in joy.. but on the same hand, it's precisely you had it.. you have the risk of getting hurt deep.
it's contradicting; without it, your life is not worth a meaning.. but with it, you risk being destroyed.
if there is no hope to begin with, there wouldn't be disappointments and pains..
but if there is no hope existing, there goes the end of many lives.
as for me,
now...
because i still have hope, i am hurting badly.
if i can give up hope on this, i could have moved on..
because it shows that i have already let go.
yeaps, i shouldn't pin hopes on this anymore.
so that i won't be disappointed and i won't hurt anymore.
it's so true, for those i have given up hopes on...
i have no emotions on them.
for now.. hope is not a good thing for me.