my ♥ your home :)
1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
I (WANT TO) CAN DO IT!
Monday, February 22, 2010 / 2:36 AM
i really miss you.
i really wish that i can wake up next to you, everyday...
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God can heal everything and ONLY God can heal.
in all aspects...
i have the head knowledge that God can heal me inside...
but that's not enough..
i need to have faith that God can do it in my life even though i can't see how is it possible right now...
not only i need faith, i need to play my part too.
and lastly, i need to EXPERIENCE His healing.
God, i cannot control not to be in pain.
but God, i can choose to seek you.
i must admit that i really do feel tired emotionally and mentally to get over everything and to even seek you in solitary.
but there's no other options left for me, because you are the only solution.
hey world..
i am really tired.
i really am.
i foolishly wish that i can vanish and end everything.
but world, everyone do have their downcast period.
my soul is downcast, i am walking through the valley of death.
to me, it's not something that i should be ashame of.
simply because, when you are at your down period of life, it doesn't mean that you are being defeated.
what's more important is if you are making effort to walk out of it.
am i not right?
