my ♥ your home :)

1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
Thursday, February 18, 2010 / 3:22 AM
i used to be a lover of spending time on my own, being my own company.
i have no idea why things has turn out this way, to the extend of i fear being alone.
i have lost memories on how exactly i was in the past..
sigh, oh well...
i fear being alone because i refuse to face myself and all my emotions..
you know nuts about how horrifying it is.
hiding and avoiding is not good.
yes i know that.
but hey, i don't want to go through all these pains.
i don't want to face any of those.
i am afraid to be reminded that, the story has ended.
what should i do?
numbing myself is surely not a long term solution.
God, why am i becoming like this?
i am begging you to help me, really.
argh.