BEAR WITH ME, FOR A LITTLE WHILE MORE.
Monday, March 29, 2010 / 12:54 AM
some people on this planet earth doesn't seem to understand what it means to lose something precious in their lives.
they have no idea how it feels to be left behind clearing up the mess of all broken promises either.
they are completely ignorance that when they broke their promises, it's more than just a promise that's broken.
what about broken their hearts and lives too?
oh damn it, just one fine day they will reap the consequences and experience all this RAW.
would you feel like slapping that person if he or she told you that when that promise was made, they meant it but hey, sorry that i can't keep them.
imagine this with me, if i were to promise my boss that i will come to work and the next day disappear...
and i said that "hey i meant it when i said i am coming, but sorry i can't keep my words today."
OH NO WONDER EVERYWHERE AND EVERYTHING NEEDS A BLACK AND WHITE CONTRACT.
because there are too many losers, bitches and jerks that love to make empty promises.
hah please people, when you say words... use your brain to think..
are you going to be responsible of your words and deeds?
if not, hey please stand by and don't hurt people!
they can say things like as if it doesn't concern them and as if it is like a stroll in a park.
oh i can't help but to be angry why the hell they can treat what others view as damn important and serious this lightly?
argh, they just don't give a damn!
such irresponsible people doesn't deserve a good treatment from others!
because one fine day they are just going to walk out of your heart without giving a damn about how you would feel.
gosh, i am so completely turn off when i see "sorry that i have change", "sorry that i have to leave" sorry this and that.
they made it sound so okay and easy!
aren't you are hurt as well?
it's just like you wore a muddy shoe into my place, dirty my place and then walk out of my place without cleaning your mess and give me a smile and said "opppps sorry" and den shut the door.
pissed, isn't it?
that kind of "oh-too-bad" attitude really makes me regret of everything.
hah, it's so unfair!
oh crap.
i cant wait to change my number and do a spring cleaning in my phone.
wait, a spring cleaning in my heart too.
I WAS BLIND AND NOW I SEE.
damn it.
if one can walk out of your life like a stroll in a park...
it simply means that you meant NOTHING to them.
sometimes, beautiful words are just to either cover their own backside nicely or are just so that they won't hurt you.
they might not mean what they say,
take this as a warning.
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i criticized people, my wrong.
think about it, if i am so critical about others, how much more i am critical about myself?
frankly, i am disgusted by myself.
disgusted by my thoughts and deeds.
talking about losers, bitches and jerks...
hahs, arrow are pointing towards me as well...
paul in the bible mentioned that he is the worse sinners of all.
haha, how is it possible when there is me?
probably because, when he said that...
i wasn't created yet.
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God, only you can help me.
omg, i am so screwed up.
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WOE TO ALL HEARTLESS PEOPLE.
WOE TO ALL LOSERS!
1. tings charis