my ♥ your home :)
1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
MY REPLY.
Thursday, June 10, 2010 / 4:04 PM
It's indeed unfair... Yes it is. But then again, how do you measure fairness? It did cross my mind to be give chance, to talk things out and to be fair & square in this whole affair. But what's the point when things are already made clear why I do what I do. It already don't matter to me how you felt about me, you may be wronged by me, you might not be who I assumed. Good or bad, does it matter? Whether who I am to you, where I stand & etc, are they very important now?
Frankly, I really trust and believe your character and whatever you said, just that whatever I told you, you don't seem to register them into your heart. Though what I said is always long and lengthy, but everything is important to me.
I said I give up... But rest assured that it's not your fault that I do so... It's just that I have already wake my sense up that letting go is best for me. It's an overdue goodbye, I am actually already late for four months.
Things changed, people changed. I am sorry that I am not flexible enough to accept the change. My heart is not big enough to pretend none has happened & face you like that.
Frankly, there ain't any room to talk about fairness here. Simply because back to four months ago, you wasn't fair to me too... Did you discuss with me what's good for me? Did you ask what I want? No you didn't, you did things your way too . So don't talk to me about fairness, there isn't one to begin with.