HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY, TING :)
Monday, July 19, 2010 / 1:17 AM
hey world!
today's my 7th anniversary with Jesus! :)
i am very happy and proud about it... :)
i remember when i was younger, whenever my spiritual birthday came, i would always ask God where is my birthday present?
hahahaa.... and i always imagine that God has prepared one every 19th July and keep them in the heaven...
when i can meet Him face to face, He will give me all my presents!
but this year, i am not going to ask God for any presents....
but i would want to ask God...
Hey God, what would you like me to give you in this anniversary?
i am overwhelmed by God's grace in my life.
probably because i have went through alot.
but without all these, i wouldnt understand whats is the real definition of God's grace.
i know that lessons in life can be learnt through others' mistakes and you don't have to experience the pain to learn a lesson.
but maybe because i am not that smart, i learn many lessons the hard way.
i am very touch when my friends remember my spiritual birthday and wishes me with their most sincere heart.
thank you and i promise that i will finish this race, victoriously.
but i am kinda disappointed that i have one special friend that didn't remember my special day...
this is the 3rd time in the row that this person forgot.
but this year, i am not going to expect much because it doesn't matter so much to me now.
:)
if you were to ask me, what is the most precious thing in my life?
i would say, its my relationship with God.
because through God, i experience love.
through God, i experience joy and peace.
and because of God, i am protected and i can stand up after every hard falls.
God gave me a meaning in life and from now on, i will not do things that God doesn't give me the permission to.
i will try to control and be obedience.
Friends, i am seldom churchy infront of all of you.
but as your friend, i believe that the only way for me not to lose you is that you will join God's family.
then with this, we can really be friends for eternity...
so if you have not consider God, please do.
i know my life is not the best example to portray God's goodness,
but trust me.... allowing Jesus to be in my life is the best decision that i have ever made in my lifetime.
i pray that you will allow Jesus to your heart and experience what is true love and your heart will never be empty anymore.
because i love you as a friend, i sincerely hope to see you coming to heaven with me.
please consider Jesus :)
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ting, you have to grow up...
stop holding onto things that doesn't and cannot belongs to you.
follow Joseph's example...
He was sold as a slave by his brothers, he wasn't in control of everything...
but he never blames and because of his attitude, God was with him and he prospered.
ting, you are always blaming life, blaming the people who let you down...
you should start counting your blessings.
though its true that you are hurt, its true that your family is broken, its true that the one you truely love is not there for you anymore,,,
but there is no point being bitter and not move on.
you want to be successful and to get rid of all these scary monster of loneliness and pains right?
you want to stop crying to bed almost everyday right?
then ting, let go and start counting your blessings....
ting, you are planned to be joyful, planned to be the most happiest person on earth.
you are God's princess, remember?
you can do great things for God, you are His dedicated child.
you are have many people around you that loves you and treasure you.
so ting, life is not as scary, life is not suppose to be this lonely.
you are actually very blessed.
thank you Jesus.
give me an avenue to serve you and get my hands dirty in your field. :)
1. tings charis