my ♥ your home :)
1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
EVEN GENIUS KNOWS NOT.
Saturday, August 21, 2010 / 11:35 PM
there's always an inner cry in us that wants to be heard.
there are simply some things that no words can fully describe its original, unfeigned and heartfelt meaning.
that's why there are many times, i have the urge to literally attach a miracle translating machine from my heart to the ears of whom it may concerned.
there might be millions of vocabulary in the world, but there are many affairs in the heart that are not what vocabulary can fully express.
sometimes, you went through a lot.
you wish that someone will see what you are going through.
you hope that someone will understand your pains and comprehend your thoughts.
you wish that someone will count your tears and feel how you feel.
you also dream that someone will know what you wanna say even before you open your mouth.
or even, you may pray that someone will be in your shoes to experience first hand of what you are going through, exactly.
you want someone to know, especially that someone whom you went through a lot for.
i may be good in language, but i know not how to express so that you can understand.
i may be bad in mathematics, but i can count how many times of failures attempts i have put myself through to let you understand.
it may sound cheezy but i have to quote from a movie... " 这些是你不知道的事。"
so true, there are indeed many things that happens inside me, you do not know.
the pains, the tears, the struggles, the internal battles and the list goes on...
tell me, which of those you can fully comprehend?
answer me, do you know what lies behind my smile and what is going on in me?
NOTHING.