my ♥ your home :)
1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
GROWN UP, NOT.
Thursday, December 16, 2010 / 12:53 AM
my two and half weeks of holidays are over.
this is such an irony...
when the holidays just started, i can't wait to go back to work cause i felt that life is very meaningless and motionless.
now, when i just begin to enjoy my holiday, or rather, enjoy being just a lazy bum at home...
i have blues about going back to work.
sianzation ttm! LOL
the thought of waking up early, the thought of travelling such a long distance, the thought of work...
omgoodness, this is so... ain't no sexy dude! HAHA
today, mummy hinted me that i am like her burden again.
sigh...
my wish of moving out is not a one or two days affair already.
how i wish that i would have enough money to move out or marry myself off.
i realised that i can't live with neither my mum nor my dad.
after some (not so) deep thoughts....
i sadly concluded with myself that i am actually not ready to being an adult.
age may catch up with me but i don't know why that i don't feel ready to support my family.
i am still very self-centered as compared to family centered.
i spent money like running tap and don't feel the need of giving money to my mummy.
i don't know why i am like that...
probably since young, i always felt that my parents are very calculative towards me, especially my mum.
but i know what a good child is suppose to do, so i will still do it.
i know that i am still immature in many ways.
my thinkings are not grown up yet and all.
some people are naturally attached to their family but i am seriously not the same as them.
i am fine and okay on my own.
really.
probably when i am mature, i will slowly come to understand the importance of my family, in my heart and not just a mere head knowledge.
in fact, to me... i felt more attached to my 2 brothers as compared to my 2 parents.
alright, just marry me off soon mann.
haha!
and yes, blow wind blow, please blow me out of singapore and to somewhere i can settle down for at least 2 years!
please Lordddd........
and yes, good night folks!
starting work tmr!!!
zzzzzzz.......
