SO NEAR, YET SO FAR
Saturday, April 23, 2011 / 2:14 AM
My life is great :)
these pictures are just a small part of my life...
my first staying overnight to mug in changi airport, my first 7.5km run... and many more!
i blog for the sake of blogging, because i felt that it has been a long time since i updated.
i am always wondering who would be reading this cause i try not to give people my blog add because i don't want people to read and poke their noses in my affair.
you know that i do not appreciate that.
my life has been revolving a lot around work and school.
get a life, woman!
but i am seriously thankful for the people that God placed around me to keep me going.
talking about God, i always feel a pinch in my heart.
i have been really neglecting Him.
i cannot even remember when is the last time i attended LG.
i attended service about once a month in average.
sigh, nothing to be proud of, i am ashamed... really.
met up with some people here and there....
seriously appreciate them truck loads!
regarding the affair in my heart...
we have already talked things out together.
though words has already been uttered, but i am still in the confusion state.
but i will wait, wait till we are ready.
if God open another door for us, why not?
i can't help but to feel childish.
i actually got upset over little things.
i cannot remember ever since when did you have such weight-age in my heart.
i don't want to expect too much, i will ended up in disappointments.
you said you love the way we are right now...
i do not know what you mean, but i did not ask a single thing about it.
you said you fear asking me to wait, i assumed that you wanted me to wait but afraid of the uncertainties.
how accurate is my assumption? i have no idea.
you said if it's God's plan, He will bring us together....
this sentence is fair enough, so i shall see...
if we are meant to be together.
cause y'know what?
i seriously cannot visualize us being together.
it is such a .... weird feeling.
but no doubt, you stands a special place in my heart :)
MAY:
$800 into my bank!
12km passion run! my first Marathon!
assignments datelines!
portfolios!