my ♥ your home :)
1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
THE GREATEST GIFT
Sunday, July 10, 2011 / 10:57 PM
I am wondering, since when did my views towards life has turn to become this pessimistic?
thinking back, i used to (childishly) hopped that Jesus won't come back too soon...
not until i get married and grow old, and of course die happily.
but as i grow... things just change.
i am so tired that i can't wait for his second coming...
but what is really holding me back from this wish is that, i am not ready for the judgement day.
what a problematic kid i am.
i pity all little children, they have to go through all the sucky education systems...
they have to go through life.
i am actually glad that i have went through most (?) of it?
hah, pessimistic you say?
i think so too.
there is a huge problem here...
my life shouldnt be led this way.
i have the source of joy, always available for me.
but why aren't i receiving them?
why am i not living the joyful kind of life that i ought to live?
could it be... i am in the wrong direction?
if this is so, i am too wrong that i can't figure out which is the right way despite my strong desire to find it.
argh life, life, life....
what lies ahead?
what to anticipate?
what would you avail yourself to be like?
i want/dont want to know.