my ♥ your home :)
1. tings charis
2. 黄詩婷
3. 19th September 1988
4. 23 years old
5. Pre-school Teacher
6. Hope Church Singapore
7. tingscharis@gmail.com
before you turn the door knob...
Greetings,
ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls
tings is really very proud to have you in her humble cyber world.
before you turn the door knob and enter into her world,
you may want to take a small note on what she is going to say here...
keep your fingers to yourself, do not judge.
tings is fully aware that this ain't behind any closed door
and hence, what you read is not what she is, totally.
read and go, do not make any conclusions on your own.
mere concerns are appreciated, anything beyond that line are not welcomed.
have grace and mercy upon her
she is indeed not as good as you think.
sign off, tings charis :)
Moving on but always looking back.
Monday, May 14, 2012 / 9:06 PM
I have found that special someone that i thought was vanish from planet earth.
I boasted so much about him, crowning him with the grand title of THE BEST GUY.
I guess, i picture everything too beautifully.
Isn't this a super old school theory that people will only treasure what they have lost?
Many a time, whatever we see in our memory are an overrated chapter of our lives.
If we were to live once again, back to where our beautiful memories were... we will realise that it is not as good as we thought we remember.
I miss that special someone.
it has been 9 years.
i did not regret letting go of him because i know clearly that it was the best choice to do so there and then.
And i obviously know that even if we were to have something now, it is impossible for us to hold one another forever.
this story will be have a miserable ending, i am pretty sure.
I am disappointed.
no matter what and no matter how, i really do want to have him as my friend once again.
but things doesn't seem to be as easy as i thought.
to make the matter worse, i am left in confusion...
i seriously do not have a clue why he refuse to reply my message.
A) He just doesnt give a damn at all.
B) He is still thinking if he should reply.
C) His jealous pot girlfriend don't allow.
no matter what, i have clearly lost that special someone.
i am sorry for what i have done to you 9 years ago.
i know i do not have the right to demand anything.
i was in your shoe, and i really understand.
Just... disappointed.